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The time has come my fellow allies. IT. IS. NAOO!!
I have all the projects in the world to conquer. Shall rule the world this time round. So good bye people. Time to put on my amour and conquer all projects and be awesuume.

Happy birthday Fiona Cheong Yi Lingggggggggggg!!!!
May you enjoy the rest of your life being categorised as "old woman".

So anw, birthday girl's party at Aloha yesterday. The "mistaken-of-the-panties" part was the best. Seriously.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
It's roxy!! \m/

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother
What will I be?
Will I be pretty?
Will I be rich?
Here's what she said to me:

Que sera, sera.
Whatever will be, will be.
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera.
What will be, will be.
(.......)

Que Sera is one song I'd never forget though the lyrics are a bit of a blur to me. Dad used to sing this song for me (during bed time) when I was very very young (WHEN I WAS JUST A LITTLE GIRL..~) And it was only in the recent days that he realised the title is not QUEEN Sera but Que Sera!! lol (like aft 13 years)

I'm alr dreading school now cause I know I'll have a three hours Illustrator lesson on Monday and I bet Liqi and I would end up sneaking out (again) for our chilli fillet at fdcourt 6. It's really fantastic!

Ever since sch invaded my life,I've been more or less deprived of happiness :/ It's assigments aft assignments (I can alr see it coming thou I don't have much to conquer so far) and also having to force myself to pay attention to my worst-scoring module- 3D fundamentals. It's so stupid! I srsly prefer working over at mediacorp. At least there's sth to look forward to every single day- seeing Rui En randomly.

& lately I've been shutting off my brain in class and I should really stop NOWW!!! If not I don't even have to dream of getting my 3.5 :( and it really sucks to know that no matter how much hard work you've put in this course, your GPA still wouldn't hit 3.5. But it's alws good to have a "never say die" friend giving you a push on the back. As of now, the thing that's driving me forward would be the 3.5. Whenever I feel like skipping sch(due to sheer laziness), Sng would text me a "GPA 3.5!!" and I'd immediately jump up frm my bed. HAHA Thanks Sng.

So anw, on a happier note, I'm feeling so so so excited- In a few days time, I'll be heading down to Pasir ris for my cousin's 21st birthday party! Which means, food, food, food, and MOOOARR FOOD! I live to eat \m/ And also another reason for being excited but I'll not be disclosing that on this public domain hehe!

Watched The Christams Carol preview with Rowena and Jeslyn two days back. The movie started at 7.15 but we reached there at abt 7.30? Plus having to wait at the counter for the woman to prepare our nachos, would be ard 7.40. So when we were seated, the first most exciting scene was this ghastly face appearing at the door knob and I was like.. "Is this a horror movie??"
Rowena: "Did we enter the correct cinema? I think we entered wrongly eh."
Me:" Cinema Five right? I saw a big Five at the door there ley.."


So anw, there'd be quite a few spirits in the movie so be prepared if you're gonna watch.. Don't be like us. lol. And there's this last spirit in that movie which really freaked me out. It's this shadow wearing a hood with skeletonal fingers. I tell you ah, that spirit totally reminded me of my dream. A super scary dream I had abt a week ago D: The last part of the dream was the few of us walking in circles with those black hooded people(each carrying a scythe), singing one song. It goes sth like "We are one, united......." And when I woke up, I was still huming the song in my head. HAHAHA.

I created my enemy today instead of a squirrel. D: I was so engrossed in creating that cute squrriel that 1 and 1/2 hour passed unknowingly. But my work just happened to turn out looking like my enemy with a bushy tail.  

 

Compare mine with Mr chua's. 

So.. Does this reminds you of the household pest that is usu found stuck on your wall,? just that this has a bushy tail suck to it's ass.

"When I grow up, I wanna be a bus drvier.
When I grow up, I wanna be a teacher.
When I grow up, I wanna be an office lady.
When I grow up, I wanna be a producer.
When I grow up, I wanna be myself."

I've been searching alot lately. In fact, more than I ever did in life. (.........) Srsly,don't ever focus on what you don't have coz it'd only drive you crazy D: Lesson learnt  >; )

So anw, Chirstams is cominnnnggg!
Out with Jeslyn and Rowena a few days back and the streets were au decorated!  & up till now I still cannot understand why Jeslyn doesn't like night walks HAHA. Counting down for christmas! It's just about a month away whooohoooooooo.

Think I gained 2kg today D:

I guess the deaf would lead a happier life coz they don't have to hear what the world have to say abt them.
-plugs in ear piece- This way, I don't have to entertain the boastful or the critics :D 

& I killed a moth today, "ZOMG".
 

But thank God for Cg members cause almost everyone came up with ideas for my sketches hahaha and I had 10 ideas eventually (call me kiinnnggg! \m/)

 

Would you choose to believe that you are creative even though you know that you are not?
 

As usual,math was fun! Love the lecturer though he does things suuuuuuuuuuuper slowly. hahhahaa and now,sketches for NParkkk :( I srsly don't even have the slightest idea of what to do for the poster. DVDE's a real strain man.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
 

 back to work-

Depressed, coz I went to have my bust size measured together with Rowena. hahahahah.
 

Still can't believe that I actually saw Ruien a few hours ago D:
Ahhhh, I almost went crazy when I saw her in the resting room and.... I passed her the mic!! At that time I srsly wanted to grab her hands I tell you. HAAHHA okay how gay. We only managed to interview her today :( didn't get to film them rehearsing. And as predicted by my sis,the timid me didn't dare to take a picture with her :(
But the studio set up was srsly eye opening man. The set up and everything look so reeeeeaalll.

I'm so so soooo excited for tmr! Did I mention how regretful I was feeling on my last day of work because the following week after I leave,which is this week, WanJun's gonna film Rui En's upcoming new show - 全家福.

& aft I received Xiangwei's msg this morning that I was allowed to go for the filming tmr,I srsly wanted to screeeeeeeam out loud to let the whole world know how happy I was. But I thought it'd be wise to suppress my excitement if not that irritating lecturer of mine, would end up embarrassing me in front of the whole class (that's the way he lectures us)..

Oh and here's a gay photo of Nadz and I hahaha. I think taking reflection photo is so gay but just to show you guys how dumb we looked today HAHAHA. So.. presenting to you,THE TWO HUNTERSSS!

Lessons today were really enjoyable. Love math and drawing wooohooo!
& love the drawing studio.


We had to look into the mirror and draw our own faces.


My new found shi fuuuu! Sry Jeremiah HAHAHAHHA. Kee lun is srsly talented I tell you.


Keelun's drawing.

LOL tiamo's drawing. The head only, I mean.

Is it me or it is life that everyone has to go thru the depressing time whereby your mind constantly reminds you abt how lonely and lousy you are. Where the world slowly eats up your confidence and self esteem,leaving tiny bits and pieces of it for you to live with. That's when you feel so small and insignificant in this world till your mind takes over your emotions and starts questioning you.

(......)
 

14th Oct was really horrible,hate it. So horrible that I thought I was gonna leave the world :( And because of that, I wasn't allowed to work that day! But thank God I was well the next day which was today, and I managed to say good bye to everyone. Today's the final day of workkkk! :'( To say that my work is stress-free would be lying because sitting infront of my boss almost everyday is definitely stressful! But lucky me,managed to survive the last week of work stress free-ly because my boss is away in taiwaaannn HAHA.

Anw,went for 企鹅爸爸 's press conference today! It was awesoooommmeeee. The food served was doubly awesome! We were assigned to film the casts' greetings for the year 2010 which was a really good expierence for me though I was only incharge of the reflector.